The final countdown

So we have our c section tomorrow at 11:30. We are due at the hospital at 9:30. I am not allowed to eat after midnight so I am going to eat at 11:55. I am so afraid of having a migraine. Like a morphine shot in the back, being sliced open, being numb for hours and a baby isn't scary enough! I wonder if fertiles feel this way the night before their scheduled c sections? I just have been so protective of my feelings for then last 41 weeks I am still not letting myself get too excited. Which is absolutely crazy. I mean there is a real baby in there and it is coming out! I am sure that any emotion at this point is deemed normal. which is good because I have a bunch of them. Part of me wishes we could have done this naturally so the recovery would be easier. There are not many times in your life that you are standing on the brink of something that will change your life forever and ever. Your wedding day, the day you have your first child (and other children) ...and that is really all I can think of.It is totally surreal and hard to comprehend what happens tomorrow. Welcome to the world duck butt! We have been waiting a long time for you and we cannot wait to meet you! I hope you have a safe entry and are healthy. We promise to be the best parents we can be!