About a month ago the saying, 'No Good Deed Goes Unpunished' kept racing through my head. Because I was so tired of looking out to help others and then being slapped in the face. I would do something nice for another person and in return, they would get what they wanted and I would be stagnant. It's not even like I was looking for a thank you, it just seemed like the universe trying to show me others happiness over and over--(Nice blaming out, huh?). So, anyway it turns out infertility has not only taken my hope, it has taken my want to help others too! Nice. Also, it has taken away my ability to be excited about things. Like there is always this dark cloud of infertility hanging over my head, following me around. I feel like EYORE!! And I don't even like Winnie the Pooh. I think I really am an EEyore, check it out for yourself in that link! Shit.
"It's not much of a tail"-Eeyore
I am a 35 (almost 36) year old with a supportive and loving husband and one fabulous golden fur-baby! After many failed IUI's and a fresh IVF cycle ending in ectopic---We had a successful FET. 40 weeks of disbelief later we are parents to a beautiful baby girl--every moment I spend with our baby reminds me of how blessed and lucky we are. ...read at your own risk. Of course not one thing I write is meant to offend or upset anyone.
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