Liar Liar ….

   

I figured something out. I have decided when AND IF we decide to do IVF again I am telling nobody. No blogging about it, not telling friends or family. Just going to do it. It would just be a FET anyway so it would not be a huge ordeal.  If it happened I wouldn’t ever hide that it happened with a FET, I just have decided to deal with anything that is coming, alone. This made me think about all those women who supposedly stop fertility treatment and then happen to get pregnant (the old---you just need to take your mind off of it). Bullcrap=I bet most of those people who just ‘stopped thinking about it’ really just stopped talking about it. They probably snuck back to their fertility clinics, and did not want to tell people. This is not to say people are not great, my colleagues and family have been supportive, helpful and accommodating they have helped me more than I could ever thank them for.

I saw the Julianna and Bill conversation and it left a lot to be desired. I don’t know what Bill seems so committed to waiting. My DH said it was because ‘there is a lot of pressure on him’ –interesting.

I have hope for a fast moving week!