Vacation

I go on vacation in 17 days. I almost wrote 3 weeks, but it is 17 days! I really want to be on vacation although I don't want it to fly by either---2 weeks on vacation. I am excited.

That is all I really have to say. Still not thinking about infertility, except to say that I am not interested in putting my poor body in any more distress than it has been the last few months. I can remember I kept thinking, "what have we done to my poor body?". This is the body that I gave up smoking for and the body I try not fill with junk (I TRY!). But pouring in the hormones and then pouring in the chemicals--- that was not something I ever want to do again. If it was just an FET and I could garuntee no extopic I might do it, because the chemicals for an FET are minimal to none. I don't care what my docs say, I do think that there is an increase chance of ectopic now that I have had one. There is some clincial evidenct that points in that direction. I know I could live through it again and maybe it would be easier the second time since I know the drill, but there would absolutely be no 3rd time. I told someone I wasn't planning to try with our frozen embryos and they said, of course you will. Of course I will? Really? Thanks for that.


My hope for today---I hope I can find a Genie bottle with 3 wishes (I promise I will make one World Peace and a fixed economy--although that would be 2 I guess...and I am only willing to give up one).