Period.

I finally figured out why they call it your period. It marks a ending. I had day one on Tuesday night. I called my nurse, just to say, hey, i know i can't do anything, but I wanted to keep you in the loop. I have never been so happy to get my period before. For a while I was convinced that I would never get my period again. We really don't know what we are going to do. We really are debating if being parents is what we are being called to do. We don't need to make that decision now, so for now, we are at the end of the road with this journey. The real end, which direction we go in next, who knows?

My hope, that today is a day that is just calm.