5dp5dt

So this AM I had a bad feeling. I had the headache still, which I was sure was an indicator that my Estrogen had dropped. I googled and googled and couldn't find anything about it. So, I called my husband. He said, 'That's weird, I had a bad feeling today too'. He said I should call my nurse and I agreed. I called her and she called me back in like 15 minutes. She said that the migraine could be from the weather, or from the hormone roller coaster, and she said, your Estrogen is coming down, we don't need it anymore, we just need progesterone. She said, when women get migraines it is usually in their first trimester. So, that made me feel better, a little. I want to stay positive, but like I said, I have a bad feeling. Maybe that is me being overly cautious and protective of my feelings. I just can't believe what a differnce a day makes. I have been really positive, throwing caution to the wind in the directon of positvity.

We have to get to a better place with this, stay postive. It has been a long wait, what is 3 more days. I could technically POAS, but I refuse to do that. The negative would mess with me and a positve would mess with me. So, either way, it is better not to do it. Although, today to alleviate stress, I was very tempted.


My hope is to get my hope back.