I just started to bleed. I thought it was never going to happen. Ye of little faith. As happy as I am I am starting to feel cramping too, which I am less than happy about, but it goes with the territory. I know that the summer will fly, but I am happy to just be for now. I will have small things here and there to do at the clinic, but for the most part I am just going to try and enjoy the time and stay as positive as possible. Eating healthy and staying focused on my marriage. This time next year we will be in a different place for sure, no matter what the next 12 months have in store for us. My boss made a good point about the whole end of the world thing that didn't happen this weekend. She said, maybe it isn't the end of the world, but let this be a new begining. And that is what this is, dropping numbers means a fresh start. A chance to begin again.
Last week I had a dream that I had two kids, one was around 8 and the other one was around 4---I rarely have dreams that I have children. But I can still see them in my mind. This is going to happen. I know it, it's just a matter of when. I know God will give us what is in our hearts (and our dreams).
My hope...for wonderful and blessed new beginings
I am a 35 (almost 36) year old with a supportive and loving husband and one fabulous golden fur-baby! After many failed IUI's and a fresh IVF cycle ending in ectopic---We had a successful FET. 40 weeks of disbelief later we are parents to a beautiful baby girl--every moment I spend with our baby reminds me of how blessed and lucky we are. ...read at your own risk. Of course not one thing I write is meant to offend or upset anyone.
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