When I woke up this AM with a cold coming on, I almost lost it. Depleted. I realized that I have not only manipulated my body, I have stripped it of immunities. What the hell have I done? Don't get me wrong. I want a baby, but maybe not like this. I just can't believe all of this. Why am I still in shock after all of this, how is it even possible that I ended up here?
My hope....the numbers are dropping.
I am a 35 (almost 36) year old with a supportive and loving husband and one fabulous golden fur-baby! After many failed IUI's and a fresh IVF cycle ending in ectopic---We had a successful FET. 40 weeks of disbelief later we are parents to a beautiful baby girl--every moment I spend with our baby reminds me of how blessed and lucky we are. ...read at your own risk. Of course not one thing I write is meant to offend or upset anyone.
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